"...As they talked and discussed these things with each other, Jesus himself came up and walked along with them..."
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Out of Touch
Thanks for checking back to see what I have posted. Have a Merry Christmas, and I'll touch base in 2008.
~ Jeff
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Journey Class ~ 4 ~ Transformation & Life in the Spirit
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Journey Class ~ 3 ~ The Gospel and Transformation
Journey Class ~ 2 ~ The Mission of God and Gospel
Friday, September 21, 2007
Sharpened by a Friend
I have been blessed with a few friends like this in my lifetime. One such friend is Jeff Caylor. Jeff and I met in Colorado and worked together at a media agency. Jeff is a creative dude, a skillful songwriter and muscian, and a superb backpacking compatriot. He hasn't had his cake handed to him on a silver platter, and he's walked through more than his share of hurt. And out of this interesting menagerie of personality, talent, and life experience, God has shaped a man like King David who has a heart for the divine.
I asked Jeff if I could repost something he posted on his blog a week ago. He titled it "The Divine Process." Enjoy!
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"The Divine Process"
by Jeff Caylor
I was listening to an interview on the radio last week with Phil Collins. Whatever you think about him today, the man was a mega-star in the eighties. After departing the band Genesis, he recorded his first solo project called Face Value. He said in the interview that if he hadn’t gotten divorced, he would have never written that album, or the outtake, throw-away piece that never made it to the final master called “How Can You Sit There.” That song was later reworked and renamed. You know it as “Against All Odds (Take a Look at Me Now),” his first #1 song in the US. Seriously. Up from the ash and rubble of a divorce, springs a 25-year, successful, solo music career.
Great for Phil Collins, you’re thinking. But it doesn’t do me any good. Really? You mean you never heard that (or another) song on the radio and wanted to turn it up and cry your eyes out because the one from high school that you knew was more than a friend told you she just wants to be friends? You didn’t secretly sing the words to yourself when your college sweetheart called things off? Or, sitting in your car, after another night of questioning life and trying to make sense of why you have to let go of all those memories, you didn’t wonder how Phil Collins could have found such insight into the nature of love and pain when he wrote that song? You could swap out any song about unrequited love in any genre and I’m willing to bet there’s an equally painful story behind it.
Mostly, the Phil Collins story is about redemption, to me. To be honest, I don’t know anything about Phil’s faith, but when I hear a pop song on the radio about love (or lost love, most often), I am instantly transported to the pain and hardship it required to pen those words. Words that transcend time and space and elicit memories and emotions and pain and joy in another person. Words that represented HOPE to the artist. I think about the divine process of art. Art, the Story, is something created by God and He uses whom He chooses to tell it. This process takes the pain, hope, tragedy, joy, shock and mundane of life and makes magic out of it. It shares an experience that heals both the artist and the recipient. But it’s not just about the finished product.
When Noah landed the ark, most people think it was just a few days before he and the animals walked down the ramp to a brand, spanking new earth. Unfortunately, it takes a lot longer for floodwaters to retreat than for the rain to fall. According to Genesis, they waited on the ship for several months before the bird returned with an olive branch. That’s a long time to hope. I imagine Noah and his family saved a plank from the ship, or maybe the original olive branch, as a testament to what they had been through. Something that lasted for generations to remind people of God’s faithfulness. A keepsake.
Some songs are like that.
But to me (and many other artists I’m sure), art born from pain is more than a keepsake. It represents Ground Zero–the starting point, not the ending point. The arrow that points back to an intricate, inexplicable process that has brought me to today. And if nothing else, it’s the buoy that subtly reminds me of an imminent, hope-filled shoreline just beyond the fog.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Journey Class ~ 1 ~ Purpose & Intro
Monday, September 17, 2007
The Journey
The Journey is a part of our process of membership, but is not focused on "membership class" topics. It is our goal to have all of our current members go through The Journey within a 2 year time span, as well as those who are interested in committing themselves to our community in formal membership. We are praying that these studies will help us to draw together as a community of Jesus followers who are actively joining God in his mission in our world.
Over the next 8 weeks, I will be posting an outline of what we will studying, as well as a summary of what we are seeing and hearing from the Spirit through our time together.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Symbols & Substance
Christians are no different than any other group of people when it comes to the use of symbols. Art work from the period of the early Church shows us that the Ichthus or "Jesus Fish" was a well known and used symbol of the faith. This symbol was used to identify a person as a follower of Jesus because the Greek letters that spell the word ICTHUS are an acronym for "Jesus Christ, Son of God, Savior." This was a way to declare one's loyalty to Jesus without using words. And as long as other followers of Jesus knew the symbol then the message was successfully communicated. Of course, another advantage of using the symbol was so that your enemies would not know what the symbol meant unless you told them!
On the positive side, the modern day Christian Flag was intended to stir feelings of loyalty to Jesus by those who looked upon it and even recited a pledge in its honor. Personally, I grew up learning the pledge in Sunday School and participated in the procession of the flag in church services. I don't know what kind of lasting impact this had on me, if any, but I remember that it was intended to be a positive reinforcement of the call to follow Jesus.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
In the Face of Cancer
When the final guest made her way to the couch, we were informed that she had just been given one month to live. One month....no more treatment, no more fight, just one month. I'm not sure that I have experienced that kind of finality before. As the conversation began to warm up, it became clear to me that I was there for one reason - hope. In the face of cancer, the kind of cancer that brings a person to a declaration from a doctor that 30 days from now you will most likely be dead, what kind of hope does the Gospel offer?
My new friend who was unavoidably aware of her mortality wasn't looking for well argued positions on moral issues. Her life was what it was, no going back. She wasn't looking for easy answers to give to people who ask her obtuse questions about what it is like to have cancer. She didn't care any more what people thought about her. She wanted to know if I could offer her any hope for what will happen to her when she closes her eyes for the final time and passes through the threshold of death.
As we talked, what seemed to give my friend hope was the awareness that nothing can separate us from the loving presence of God in Christ. The psalmist wrote in Ps. 139 that even if we travel to the place of the dead the Spirit of God is still with us. The unknown of death brings understandable fear about the process of losing one's life, but the knowledge that we can never be lost to God seemed to bring hope to this dear woman whom God loves.
As I drove home that afternoon, I wondered if I would ever see my friends again. I prayed that the words that came from my lips would mediate the loving embrace of the Father to these dear women. And I asked God to bless me with friends like these who would be at my side when my final days drew near. Hope in the face of cancer - that sounds like Good News!
Monday, July 02, 2007
Prayer Path Online
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
SFF07 - Day 3 - Juanita Rasmus
SFF07 - Day 3 - Bruce Demarest
Bruce gave us three specific recommendations to help us on the inward journey. First, SLOW DOWN. “God is trying to get through to us, but sadly all he gets is a busy signal.” Second, SURRENDER. The inward journey is a process of yielding control of our lives to Jesus. “The degree to which we surrender is the degree to which we can be transformed." Third, use the SPIRITUAL DISCIPLINES. Bruce recommended Dallas Willard’s acronym VIM (Vision, Intention, Means). Willard’s explanation of VIM can be found in his book Renovation of the Heart. With the right approach “the ruts of routine can become the grooves of grace.” It is God’s purpose, Bruce stated, to transform his people.
He concluded with this quote from Augustine. “Be always unhappy about where you are if you want to reach where you are not. If you are pleased with what you are, you have stopped already. If you say, ‘It is enough,’ you are lost.”
Monday, June 11, 2007
SFF07 - Update to Scot McKnight Post
Friday, June 08, 2007
SFF07 - Day 2 - Mel Lawrenz
SFF07 - Day 2 - Scot McKnight
One-on-One with Scot McKnight
I had the opportunity to visit with Scot one-on-one for about an hour after the plenary session. I wanted to know from him what his thoughts were regarding the transformation of an established church from a traditional, organizationally minded orientation towards a formation/missionally minded orientation. He encouraged me to find those people in the church who desire something different, and to begin to do life with them in a way that doesn’t destroy the rest of the church. Big challenge! He also encourage me not to allow myself to become bitter or angry about feeling stuck. Scot commented that he had seen this happen with emerging/missionally minded people who felt stuck in their situation. He encouraged me that I am in the time of life to take risks in order to move towards something new. We also had an interesting discussion about the “New Perspective” on Paul which has been more recently adapted by N.T. Wright.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
SFF07 - Day 1 - David Johnson
Monday, April 30, 2007
An Ancient-Future Legacy
Saturday, April 21, 2007
The Lost Art of Book Reading
Monday, April 09, 2007
Don Imus' Mouth
Don should apologize and demonstrate his repentance with actions. However, what caught my attention with this story was the way in which he tried to seperate his words from his heart. He said, "I'm not a bad person. I'm a good person, but I said a bad thing." Is it possible to say something hurtful occasionally when you are on a path of transformation? Sure. But Don has made a career with his caustic mouth. And now, he says that the things that he says do not reflect who he really is. Really?
Jesus said the opposite was true. "The things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man 'unclean.' For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander." (Matthew 15:18-19) Reality is that what comes out of our mouths comes from our heart - even in jest. We are fooling no one when we say that our words do not reflect our heart. So if we are speaking hurtful words to others, then we need to take a good hard look at our own heart - stop trying to justify ourselves and own up to the transformation that needs to take place in our lives. Otherwise, we will find ourselves in the same place as Don Imus and his mouth.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Prayer Path
Thursday, April 05, 2007
A Grieving Discipleship
Michael Card released a wonderful CD in 2006 titled "The Hidden Face of God"in which he tackled the difficult topic of suffering in a modern day collection of psalms of lament. The first song on this CD is "Come Lift Up Your Sorrows." The first verse and chorus are as follows:
If you are wounded, if you are alone,
If you are angry, if your heart is cold as stone,
If you have fallen and if you are weak,
Come find the worth of God
That only the suffering seek.
Come lift up your sorrows
And offer your pain;
Come make a sacrifice
Of all your shame;
There in your wilderness
He's waiting for you
To worship Him with your wounds,
For He's wounded too.
The writer of the book of Hebrews makes this astounding statement about Jesus. "Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are--yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." (Hebrews 4:14-16)
What a gift to be able to follow Jesus who has walked the paths that we tread, experiencing the pain and suffering, temptations and trials that we face - and yet did not fail. He is the one who meets us in our pain, and continues to do in us what he has already begun as we continue to hold on to his hand in the midst of our pain. In the midst of our grieving discipleship, let us lift up our sorrows to our great High Priest who has walked our road, faced our pain, and intercedes for us so that we might receive mercy and grace in our time of need.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
The Secret, Is It Anything New?
Just a thought, doesn't "The Secret" sound a lot like what is being dished out from the Prosperity Gospel folks? Perhaps it is just a less religious version of what Joel Osteen and Robert Schuller are already preaching. What do you think?
Friday, March 16, 2007
The Gift of a Leader
In Romans 12, the Apostle Paul provides a list of some of the ways that the Holy Spirit gives gifts to people for the purpose of Kingdom work. While this list is not exhaustive, he does, interestingly enough, list the gift of leadership. “…if it is leadership, let him govern diligently…” (Romans 12:8)
There is often a palpable tension around the gift of leadership. One of the most obvious examples of this tension is found in the management/union relationship of our day. Stereotypically, management is viewed by the union as trying to take advantage of the worker; and so one must view the leaders with suspicion. Union workers, stereotypically, are viewed by management as trying to get something for nothing; and so one must view followers as lazy and uncooperative. Unfortunately, this mentality is also a familiar tension in the Church.
Over the past couple of years we’ve been going through a transition in our leadership structure – moving away from the ineffectiveness of a large board to a smaller group of congregationally elected
As I have been considering what feelings and experiences are behind such a statement, a couple of things have surfaced. First, we have developed a culture in the baptistic tradition referred to as “one person, one vote.” We have come to think that the biblical model of church governance is a pure democracy where we all get to vote on every decision that is made – from carpet colors to ministry programs. But I would encourage you to consider whether our baptistic tradition of “one person, one vote” and biblical teaching really match up on this point. What is the point of the Spirit gifting the church with leaders if the entire group is to make every decision anyway?
Second, I have observed that some of us simply are not willing to trust the very leaders that we have chosen to lead us. For a variety of reasons, including some bad experiences in the past, we put people in positions of responsibility and then refuse to give them the authority to do the ministry that we have asked them to do. We choose a person to serve as our Team Leader, but then we go around the leader we just voted for in order to get done what we want done. As a group we have chosen a
In Hebrews
God has given us a great gift in leaders whose hearts are seeking the life and way of Jesus, and are diligent in leading us as a body in Kingdom work. Instead of treating our leaders with self-centeredness and suspicion, the Bible calls us to pray for those who are in leadership on all levels (church, state, family, etc.)and to submit ourselves to them in love and cooperation – even when we don’t agree with every decision they make. When leaders lead with diligence and followers follow with participation and prayerful support, we will find our partnership in Kingdom work to be a joy!
Thursday, March 08, 2007
The Silent Stars Shine Down
The silent stars shine down on us with bright but sightless eye,
Unmindful of our little earth, of us who live and die.
Are we but grains of stranded sand beside a cosmic sea
That lie unvalued and unseen in such immensity?
Creator of all stars you came to grace our transient race.
In Christ you spoke a word that broke the silences of space.
Still through that word you call our hearts to know that we are known,
To trust we do not walk through time unvalued and alone.
We see the star the wise men saw and hope again is stirred.
We track the footprints left in time by your incarnate Word.
We see them climb a lonely hill where Love is left to die –
The Love that formed the farthest star and hears the faintest cry.
O Christ, the bright and morning Star whose radiance does not fade,
Whose glory filled the universe before the planets played:
Come, heal our hearts of blinding doubt till faith shall end in sight.
Shine down upon our darkened earth and conquer sin’s long night.
Herman G. Stuempfle, Jr.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Saying "No"
There is a fine art to saying "no." This word could be used out of self-centeredness, rejecting the needs of others in preference to my own desires. I can say "no" as a way of being mean to another person, denying their request as a way of causing them discomfort or pain. I can even use this tiny word to isolate a person in contempt, keeping them on the outside of my circle of friends. But the word "no" can also be used as a way to move in redemptive love towards another person. When I say "no" to my son because he is about to leap off the coffee table and onto his head, "no" is a loving response. When I say "no" to a request to spend more time at work when I should be at home, "no" is a loving response.
But here is the rub, sometimes I feel guitly saying "no." If I'm honest with myself, I'm concerned that if I don't do what that person wants then they will be upset with me. So, all to often, I say "yes" as a way to manage their opinion of me. And in saying "yes" I end up saying "no" to what is truly good.
I had a situation recently where I had to say "no" to another person. Their request was sincere and heartfelt, but I simply could not say "yes" and move in redemptive love towards them at the same time. In fact, as best as I could tell, if I was to move in love towards them I had to say "no."
God, it appears, has mastered the fine art of saying "no." As he moves in redemptive love toward us, it is necessary for him to say "no" to some of the things we desire. Not because he enjoys our misery or disappointment, but because he is working for our ultimate good.
I'm not sure if saying "no" will ever feel good to me. But as I am the recipient of God's movements of redemptive love towards me, I find that his "no" carries with it the tender embrace of a loving Father who only says "yes" to my good.
Monday, January 29, 2007
Wishful Thinking...
As I was listening to their struggles, my mind went back to something I read from Dallas Willard. He says that wanting isn’t enough ~ wanting is important, but it isn't enough. We need to have specific strategies or means by which we are going to actually do what Jesus would do if he were us. In short, we need to become more practical in our attempts to follow Jesus.
In 2 Corinthians 3:17-18 we read, “Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.”
As we read the Apostle Paul’s description of the transformation that is ours he describes it as coming from the Spirit. This might sound as if we are the passive recipients of the transforming work of the Spirit which just happens upon us. However, this would be missing the broader scope of Paul’s writing where he calls us to make every effort to put on things like love, joy, peace, etc. Perhaps in our thinking we’ve made the idea of transformation too much about divine fairy dust when we try to understand the balance between the Spirit's transforming work and our own responsibility to begin to go ahead and actually live our lives in the way of Jesus through the power of the Spirit. This, after all is how Jesus lived his life ~ through the power of the Spirit. Could it be that we are hoping that Jesus will do for us what we are unwilling to do ourselves as his apprentices?
As an apprentice electrician, watching the master is certainly part of the responsibility, observing his actions and reactions, studying his movements as he goes about wiring a house. But there comes a time when watching must become acting, when study must become practice. An apprentice’s goal, after all, is to become like the master; not merely know about the master.
When I was growing up, I used to play a lot of soccer. I began at an early age and had the good fortune to play all the way into college. I was good enough to get a lot of playing time, but as with anything, there were players who were better than me. I remember one guy who was an exchange student from Germany. He could do things with a soccer ball that I couldn’t begin to do. I used to watch him with amazement as he controlled the ball with ease, and wished that I could do what he was doing. But if my longing stopped there – simply wishing – I would never learn to do the things he did. I needed to go beyond ‘wanting’ and begin ‘doing.’ And step by step, as I practiced the maneuvers that I saw him doing, I learned to do what he did – not all at once, but step by step.
It is very easy to become frustrated by our inability to live as Jesus lives, and so to remain as an onlooker who admires the ease in which Jesus lives his life and wishes that that would happen to me. But if we are ever to become like Jesus, we must move from wanting to doing – knowing to acting – admiring to following. As we come to realize the areas of continued brokenness in our lives perhaps we’ll realize that it comes more from an approach of wishful thinking instead of an intentional discipleship.